
so update: On March 11th I went through 15 hours of extremely intense active labor and on and off hours of pushing before anyone listened to me about my son being too large for my body. After about 4 hours of being fully dilated his head was still -1 and wasn't coming down any more. At that point I started mentioning him most likely being too large for my body and needing a c section. no one would listen to me so after 10 more hours 2 spinal injections and a bloaced epidural (all of which faded out before 1 hour of having them), vaginal swelling from failed pushing, vomiting 7 times (8total after surgery) they tried to push pitocin on me and I refused and said I needed a x section and finally about 45 minutes later I was being prepend for one. when they delivered my son the first words out of their mouth were oh my god he is a big boy ( my so and I are both small and I didn't have gd) so I responded with I told you! his birth weight was 9 lbs. 13.7 Oz and he was 20 in. long. so after I got to see him they took him and my so to the nursery and they started giving me drug after drug to stop my bleeding. I lost 1000 ccs of blood which is borderline hemoraging. I have been recovering somewhat well and I've been home since yesterday. Killian is doing great he has lost some weight but is breastfeeding amazingly! And I am so happy he is finally here despite the struggle it took to get him.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Ok, so my friend is wanting to get pregnant but..... Her fiancé does not want kids, at lease for another 3-5 years he said... so she came up with the idea to have me pee on a stick for her and show it to him so that he’ll be comfortable with not wearing a condom and finishing in her.. basically the whole idea is to make him think she’s pregnant already...... so I do this favor for her or should I tell my girl to chill?
He and my husband are friends through us and he’s going to invite him over...
My 5 year old brother just got circumcised due to all the infections he kept on getting & seeing him in so much pain not being able to walk makes me glad I got my son circumcised as a newborn & planning on doing the same with my second baby.

Right after I delivered! Pushed for an hour exactly! Started pushing at 8:02pm and he was born at 9:02pm! My husband was an amazing coach and helped me so much through all the tough times I don't think I could have done it without him! I love him so much he's the best!! More pics and birth story to come! Thank you so much everyone for all their love and support its really meant a lot to me. So ecstatic to be a mommy!! 😁💙👶🏼






Well I Had My Daughter Today Literally Took Me 1 Hour & 35 mins & 2 Pushes & She Was Here ! 🥰💖💖 So In Love With Her & Her Name Is Anastasia
! It Happen So Fast & Had The Best Experience! And She Was 7 Pound 10