I feel like quitting😫 So stressed about this week. I'm due on Sunday so of course anything needing done needs done like yesterday but also I have my daughters coming for 2 weeks on Friday and I feel like I'm going to fail so bad at giving them everything they need while they are here. I don't get them all the time so when they come I try to make it the absolute best and this visit is HUGE with new baby coming. I just know that I had planned for everything to be different at this time and nothing I planned has worked out so I'm hanging by a thread right now trying to make everyone else happy but think about myself and what I need and want. Wish I could rent a cabin and retreat away for 2 weeks to have my girls and I bond without any distractions. This is emotionally way harder than I had ever thought it was going to be.