So I did my glucose test yesterday and I been feeling like crap an Im really sad today unsure why??? I don't feel ready for him to be here anytime soon. we still really have nothing for him yet. an Im upset with a lot that has been going on. it's hard to talk to my mom about anything now because she doesn't listen. i wish Nat would just be more understanding of everything but it's hard for him. I'm just not okay with anything anymore. an to really top it off it feels like Jr is just trying to come early an it scares me a lot. I don't know anymore!!!! 😢😩