Well bags are packed, car seat is being up in tonight, all my things to do before he gets here is officially done. Now…

Well bags are packed, car seat is being up in tonight, all my things to do before he gets here is officially done. Now if only my nursing bra would show up.

Tomorrow is going to be the start of a very long weekend. I didn't think I would be at the hospital this time of the year 3 years in a row now. This weekend is a tough one. First my great grandmother who was also the women I looked up to most in life passed away.

Then last year I had to pick my husband up off the street after he had a really bad motorcycle accident. (Totaled his bike, road rash all over and a pretty bad head wound) and a whole lot of other shit that followed.

Now for this year, I get to bring my son into the world. Now when I look at this weekend it will still be a tough, emotional stressful time but a beautiful time in my life.

Knowing that I made a healthy child is what's keeping me going. I am so thankful for this child. In so many ways I can't even begin to put into works. Damian Lokene you saved me 💙