Ok, I'm having a freak out moment. I literally want to cry with every step I take. Is this normal? The pressure is so intense downstairs. Getting up to use the restroom has become a nightmare.
@xbbycolletto, Thank you! Now I won't waste my time going in to L&D. My next appointment is Friday morning. That seems like an eternity away. Even rolling over hurts it. I don't know how much more I can take. I feel like a prisoner in my own body. I love my baby, but I'm NOT enjoying the pain.
I visited Labor and delivery bc of this today. it's alllll apart of the end. I'm the same as you in tears when I walk bc of the pressure. just fight it. I know it's uncomfortable bc the way o describe it is as I'd my hoo-ha and my ass can detach from my body at any given moment. l&d will take you. but it's just gonna be you laying there for 2 hours and having a cervix check and them putting you on a week's worth of bedrest. they can't induce you or anything just bc of the pressure. my pressure is so bad it's causing contractions and I was still sent home and put on bedrest. nothing can be done unless your water is broken and your contractions are consistent
I feel the same way like shes just about to fall out at any min 😩

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
same here. more than likely you're experiencing lightning, your baby is dropping. I'm up struggling to go back to sleep bc of my pressure. as if it didn't take long enough to fall asleep. lol. just push through, momma. I thought I was gonna die earlier. and I thought I was gonna have him today. but without any dialation. they can't do. nothing but tell you to stay off your feet and stay in bed for about a week and push through your pressure. it's gonna be worth it though. but I won't lie. I so get why women try to start to self induce early. this part of the pregnancy.. is no joke.