wow i understand and writing in the journal is actually a great idea. Things will get better, he probably understand what you going through

This was me last weekend, I was being a complete bitch after he proposed the week before and he just tells me that he feels like he just upsets me now and that I don't love him like I did before and omg 😭😭😭😭 I was like I just had a baby and I'm on birth control and I'm emotional and I don't know what's going on 😩😩he kinda smiled and I'm like bawling cause I was being so serious and idk, I try to write everyday in my journal to get my feeling out helps a bit

i had tht w my husband when i had my first... when i was not emotional n feeling myself i told my husband to forgive me but it wasnt me if i ever spoke to him in a way to make him feel sad n not loved. i would let him know i didnt know wat was wrong

I have a support group on facebook called mommy support group 101 you can talk and post or even message the page for a private post if you ever need to talk it's a great place

try to leave the room when your mad instead of taking your anger out on him