I feel so worthless at times an now is one of those times! Nat doesn't want to be here with me he rather go out and party because tomorrow his turning 37 what a old man. sometimes I feel like I'm just a fucking burden because I'm pregnant and can't do anything. I really have a hard time with everything. I just get left here like I don't matter! I have no friends or family and it's such bull. I hate feeling like this I hate to worry all the time an I really hate that he thinks that I make him feel bad about how I'm feeling I can't help my emotions.