Seems like I was so excited to plan the pregnancy an try an get pregnant, but as soon as I found out…

Seems like I was so excited to plan the pregnancy an try an get pregnant, but as soon as I found out I was pregnant anxiety kicked in, little bit of depression, me no being able to be satisfied with whatever the fiance does. I constantly stay worried that I'm not doing something right, that my baby isn't okay. I wonder everyday if my baby is still alive and if it's growing okay. All I want to do is sleep and eat and worry about my baby. I go to work because I have to but I hate it every day. My whole attitude is just negative and I don't know what to do. I'm pushing my fiance away and I don't know how to fix it because Its kind of almost as if I'm numb and have any feelings. Ladies is there any advice you can give or anything?? I'm sorry to write so much but Idk what to do.