I'm so tired of feeling like a friggin waste of space here, Saturday can't come fast enough...his…

I'm so tired of feeling like a friggin waste of space here, Saturday can't come fast enough...his father wants to help us take out stuff to Arizona with his trailer but I told them I don't think it will all fit....I had my stuff moved in a trailer about the same size and it barely fit, that's not including the boxes we have here now, and the bed and couch and one more dresser. His parents tell him, "don't listen to her she doesn't know what she's talking about, she gives bad advice on everything" and then go on to say they're "just looking put for him because they still care about him". If they had it their way they would have him take Melody and dump my ass on the fuckin streets, I am nothing to them. They don't give a SHIT about me. They just see me as the slut who hooked up with their son and got pregnant, and now they think I'm lazy and taking advantage of him 😡 I just can't handle this crap anymore....I want to save money and not have to use a truck but at this point I just want to go off on these people and tell them to go fuck themselves!!!