I am really not ready for this boy to be here. I'm way stressed over it and his dad doesn't know what I'm going through with him. I'm just uneasy with having nothing for him and I don't want this baby in the place where we live now. I feel worthless. I want to give him up but I can't.
thanks Nathan is working it's just all the bills an I have no way to help pay for things. an thank you for your support.. I didn't really tell him how I felt. was just holding it in an I finally just broke down and told him.
thank it been crazy with everything because I have been doing my best to stay clean an not deal with everyones bs its a struggle an I have no one where we moved to.