Hello ladies, up thinking hard. Me and fiancé have been trying to have a baby since I miscarried last year. March 22nd will be a full year when we got the news that we lost our lil' one. He or she would be about 6 months now. Since my miscarriage I've been keeping a straight face and strong heart when it comes to seeing others pregnant knowing deep inside it hurts so bad. I am numb. My nephew's girlfriend had her baby in December and as much as it hurts talking to her about her having her baby and I put my hurt and pride to the side to be there for her. But deep down inside I want my baby. I sometimes wonder if that was my last child, being as though I will be 38 in May. Lord, I pray it isn't. I have a doctors appointment next week so I'll know what is going on with me. But I pray that this isn't the end for me. Please do me a favor and please say a prayer for me, cause I'm trying to stay strong and focused, but it's hard. To all the Mothers To Be congratulations and please take it easy and stress free. Touch your belly and pray over your pregnancy daily.