So this is the only place I can share my real thoughts since on FB everybody that knows me wants to be mosey. Is it to…

So this is the only place I can share my real thoughts since on FB everybody that knows me wants to be mosey. Is it to much of me to want my guy to wanna be a better person and change for me? Like seriously I would change to make myself better to him. I would go to the ends of the earth for him, even take a fucking bullet. But yet I'm bitching because I want him to change a couple things about his life that he knows I don't like. To me nothing is to big to break us up except cheating but to him I "bitch" to

Much and that is enough to make him wanna leave behind the house we have together and the over a year we been together. I don't fucking get it. I know I'm the one loves way to much in the relationship. And that fucking bugs me so much. Sorry for the rant. Just been a long few hours of arguing and crying that I needed to get off my chest.