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thinking of leaving or having some time off... I feel like I will have a breakdown soon and things will go out of hand..…

thinking of leaving or having some time off... I feel like I will have a breakdown soon and things will go out of hand.. I feel a need of finding myself again.. I really think I need to this.. I don't wanna wait till the breakdown and lose my family for good.. atleast if I do it now there still a chance.. but my husband won't let me go with my daugther he's thinking I am not coming back which is I can understand if he thinks that way.. so I am thinking of leaving without my daughter I know my husband will take a good care of her.. but I feel like this will make me a bad mom. but I feel like I really need to go but then at the same time feels like I'm making a bad decision

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cleeg

CharityМама дочки (6 лет), беременна (40 нед.)

im sorry you're going through this. i had to live with my in laws with my first born and i hated it. i dont know what i would do if i were in your shoes, living in a foreign country. i hope whatever you choose works out for you and your baby. 💕

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izner14

izner14

*living

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izner14

izner14

@cleeg, he won't.. yes going bck to philippines.. I just feel too overwhelmed about everything especially now that i have my baby..I've been feeling this way since when I'm pregnant and we talked about so many times , we even almost break up.. we've been trying to work this out.. but I don't think it's going anywhere good.. I feel more depressed everyday since I'm home alone all the time and leaving with my inlaws now..

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cleeg

CharityМама дочки (6 лет), беременна (40 нед.)

wow thats a tough one. your husband wont go with you? are you talking about going back to the Philippines

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Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a…

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.