I am beginning to think that I am going to be nervous at every dr apt from now until the end. I get…

I am beginning to think that I am going to be nervous at every dr apt from now until the end. I get so anxious. I am hoping it goes away after 20 weeks (When we lost the twin). I am so scared of going in one day and something seriously be wrong. God did not give us a spirit of fear so the devil can take a hike. Like now.