I have ridiculous SIDS anxiety 😒

Not during the day, only at night. The only time it doesn't keep me up at night, is when my (kind of) boyfriend is here, because he's up all night until around the time her & I wake up & he checks on her all throughout the night. idk how to feel better about it when he's not here.

I have extremely bad anxiety problems to begin with & I'm not on my medication for it at the moment. so, that has a lot to do with it.

I'm usually pretty good at telling myself that my anxiety over things are ridiculous, but I just can't do it with this.