I fucking hate being fat. I've been skinny my whole life. i m not shallow... I just feel like I'm trapped inside a body that's not mine. I could murder the nurse that shot me with that depo without telling me the number one side effect is excessive weight gain. I work two jobs and come home to a one year old who I have to feed and clean up after... I shouldn't be worried about this shit. I'm too fucking tired. but it's all I think about. my mind is constantly thinking about how people are looking at me, wondering what they're thinking, wondering how fat I look walking down the St. it's ridiculous but I can't help it I'm so depressed. and I could work out, but I'm not gonna stunt I'm fuckin tired after working 9 hour days and I don't get weekends off. I never take a day off. Saturday morning I don't work til 11 but it's still work so the last thing I wanna do is work out when I been missing my baby all day. I hate this.
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girl you are GORGEOUS. truly. you are working your ass off to keep your precious little girl happy and not wanting for anything.
I'm sorry you feel this way 😔 I know it's easier said than done but just make sure you're eating healthy, drink lots of water and green tea! Hopefully eating healthy will make you feel less depressed and you could do little workouts at home here and there? Like I said easier said than done because I can't even bring myself to do those things
i know how you feel, i been skinny my whole life too and after i had my first my body bounced back to before i got pregnant but after my 2nd the weight didnt go anywhere i was at least 115lbs but thats alot to be since i was so used to weighing 95lbs before and after my first but now after my 3rd baby who is now 1years old im stuck between 130 135lbs and working out dieting aint doing much for me right now
same here I didn't go back for my third shot,I look at girls with smaller bodies and get dad and grumpy always thinking about my weight
i feel you😞 i got my first depo shot back in january and omg i feel like i gained 30 pounds already:(