honestly I hate the idea of giving birth everything about it scares the shit outta me!! I just want to skip past it to where I'm holding her then skip forward to where I'm not in pain anymore
It was easier than I thought. Mine was long because of the induction, but if you're not getting induced I wouldn't worry about it. The epidural makes everything go away, and you literally have to push like you're pooping. Also if you wait as much to push the head will start descending on its own making pushing easier.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
that's good to know.