Heart is aching today. Keeping busy and productive. This too shall pass... Oh but to allow myself to feel the heartache... To cry. I called my mom and started crying on the phone and she quickly reprimanded me and said I can't cry. It just made me feel worse. 💔

ugh i feel horrible the doctors say this is normal . is it . :/
they want me too put gauze on it !
i keep crying cause i feel so bad
I feel like a bad mom ugh.. My Leah is crying cause she is in her bed. And the doctor told me to let her cry but check on her every five minutes. I don't like this cry it out method at all.. Ladies ugh I feel horrible
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I'm literally crying of the horrible symptoms. Ladies I feel like I can't do it anymore. 😢😢😢😢 it feels so horrible.
crying
How do you react when people cry? I'm am awful person, I laugh. Crying makes me feel uncomfortable and when I'm uncomfortable I laugh. Plus crying faces are funny.... yes I now I'm awful.
crying heals the soul. find someone who won't judge you and will just listen .! <3