Well I took a test and got a negative and an hour later started my period....... I was really hoping for this month. I wanted a little Halloween baby. I always get so fucking sad. My partner doesn't want me to get upset every time. I always say I'll be fine, no big deal, it will happen eventually. And then I start bleeding and crying everywhere. He feels like he can't be or can't express his disappointment bc I get so upset that he has to be strong for me. I k ow it's hard on him when I get so upset every month but I don't know how to not feel this way.