thank you all. it has been really hard for me these last few days :( I just finally broke down tonite

@rainbowbaby2015, that is the way to think!

reason I ask is because the one thing that definitely helped me cope even a little bit was my boyfriends dad had passed away in April 2015 and so I looked at is as mommy wasn't able to keep an eye on you so pappy is and he's going to do a damned good job at raising my baby right.

the biggest thing you have to do is not ask yourself why me? or compare yourself to someone. I had a miscarriage last May (may 23rd to be specific) and I constantly asked myself why does so and so deserve their baby when they shoot up heroin or why does that person deserve to be a mom and I don't? a lot of people around me were having babies so it made me in an even more depressed state of mind. I have a person question... does anyone you know or were close to have passed away??

@mommieofanangelbabie, i'm sorry.. i had a miscarriage in april and a lot of my coworkers were pregnant at the same time i was. Other than one other girl who had a miscarriage, all my other coworkers delivered healthy babies and i seriously was depressed up until i got pregnant again. It sucks so bad. There's nothing I can say that will make you feel better cuz honestly you will never be the same again. I'm not the same person i was before nor us my husband. A piece of us literally died. But you just have to make the choices for yourself- choose to let the sadness consume you and just lay in bed and cry or choose to live and be a better you for yourself and your partner. I did both it's hard not to cry and just let the depression take over. And that's ok. just know you are not alone and you can get through this.

I am so sorry for your loss, I started crying even reading this. I hope God will somewhat heal you from this. Keeping you in my prayers, stay strong princess!