Having a really rough time lately . As I've posted before, my fiancé passed away in November when I was only 8 weeks pregnant. I am now almost 20 weeks pregnant and we have a 20 month old daughter as well. I am beyond worried, stressed, and overwhelmed trying to figure out the next step . Working right now is not a great option because I am high risk but I don't know how I will be able to afford to provide for my daughters and their future with only my daughters social security check. And when I can work, leaving my child so young in the care of a daycare or someone else is terrifying. All I can think about is this shouldn't be happening. He should be here and we should be together as a family instead of being so broken..