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Update: Elliot's sugars have been really good, his bilirubin levels are high though so he's on the UV light for photo…

Update: Elliot's sugars have been really good, his bilirubin levels are high though so he's on the UV light for photo therapy in the nursery, now. My milk is in, so I have been nursing and pumping. I really, really, really want him next to me. They are going to try to keep me here for as long as he has to be here since I live an hour away. I can't even begin to think about being away from him. It makes me want to panic. I had to fight to get my milk supply established bc of how my fast labor and delivery affected him. I don't want it to dwindle. I mostly don't want to be away from him, period. I know he's sleeping now, but I'm going to go down there just to sit next to him for a while until he stirs to nurse. Prayers, friends!!!! Please, please, please pray that this is resolved, soon. I was in the hospital for six days with my first bc he had the same issue.

Side note, I've been here by myself pretty much the entire time. It has been progressively getting better. My mom is bringing me clean clothes and some other things after lunch. I am so grateful for her.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my…

Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I want some advice my bd left me at 4 months pregnant for a hood rat found out she wasn't what he really wanted and been…

I want some advice my bd left me at 4 months pregnant for a hood rat found out she wasn't what he really wanted and been hoping from chick to chick he wants to make a trip here to see me and want a to stay with me the time he's here what should I do tell him screw you I been through alot or let him

So its really over between me n him. Im angry n hurt. He block me from reaching out to him. Im so upset. So i want him…

So its really over between me n him. Im angry n hurt. He block me from reaching out to him. Im so upset. So i want him to be punish for hurting me. What should i do? I have naked pics of him i want to put out. I want to call his job get him fired. Im so hurt. This is his first child n he dont even want to be here for the birth. 4 damn yrs n it come to this. What should i do? I want Revenge

Ok, so my friend is wanting to get pregnant but..... Her fiancé does not want kids, at lease for another 3-5 years he…

Ok, so my friend is wanting to get pregnant but..... Her fiancé does not want kids, at lease for another 3-5 years he said... so she came up with the idea to have me pee on a stick for her and show it to him so that he’ll be comfortable with not wearing a condom and finishing in her.. basically the whole idea is to make him think she’s pregnant already...... so I do this favor for her or should I tell my girl to chill? He and my husband are friends through us and he’s going to invite him over tonight and run it by him...