Update: Elliot's sugars have been really good, his bilirubin levels are high though so he's on the UV light for photo therapy in the nursery, now. My milk is in, so I have been nursing and pumping. I really, really, really want him next to me. They are going to try to keep me here for as long as he has to be here since I live an hour away. I can't even begin to think about being away from him. It makes me want to panic. I had to fight to get my milk supply established bc of how my fast labor and delivery affected him. I don't want it to dwindle. I mostly don't want to be away from him, period. I know he's sleeping now, but I'm going to go down there just to sit next to him for a while until he stirs to nurse. Prayers, friends!!!! Please, please, please pray that this is resolved, soon. I was in the hospital for six days with my first bc he had the same issue.

Side note, I've been here by myself pretty much the entire time. It has been progressively getting better. My mom is bringing me clean clothes and some other things after lunch. I am so grateful for her.