With my first pregnancy I was literally set on fire at around 15 weeks pregnant, throughout the pregnancy I was…

With my first pregnancy I was literally set on fire at around 15 weeks pregnant, throughout the pregnancy I was recovering from severe second degree burns on my face, chest, and side abdomen/stomach/hip and during I don't remember getting a cute little bump, feeling his little adjustments, or just focusing on the pregnancy in general because of the pain.. I was on heavy pain meds whatever I could take pregnant they wouldnt give me morphine but the point is, it took every special moment that I should of had from me and my first born although we definitely make up for it now but going through pregnancy again is definitely different I notice every single little change with my body and the baby and I love it and its shown me just how much I really missed out with my first and it kinda pisses me off more NOW actually.. In the moment of the accident I just wanted the pain to go away and the baby to be okay but I guess I just didnt realize then just how much it took from me and my son. Just thankful I can experience this pregnancy in a new light and grow with my son(s) each and everyday.