anyone else dealing with severe depression and anxiety? I have had it my whole life. got worse while pregnant with my oldest daughter and now with this one its the worst its ever been. everyday is worse then the day before, I just want to give up completely. idk what to do anymore.
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I'm the same way except I'm not even taking anything. I scare myself a lot with it and honestly have no idea how the hell I push through it.
I was on meds with my other daughter and it wasn't nearly this bad. this has been a lot harder of a pregnancy with a lot more problems. I know how it is not having support. I have people but none that support me or anything. I'm so over just crying all the time faking smiles and forcing myself to just get up everyday.
I take meds for this. I have had a hard pregnancy. Im high risk but I literally have nobody. my entire family abandoned me my BF family hates me and I have no friends I can count on. my bf wants a DNA because of his family fill in his head with crap. and a bunch of other stuff has happened since I've been pregnant. Dr said its worse for the baby if I dont take meds to help with depression.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
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I will be 41 :/
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the only way I have been getting through it is just thinking about my girls. I have started shutting out my fiance, I can't hardly look at him anymore without feeling resentment and anger. I just want to fix this and be happy again