There's nothing that creeps me out more than when my 3 year old sees things I don't with a concerned look on his face,…
There's nothing that creeps me out more than when my 3 year old sees things I don't with a concerned look on his face, mentions it, and then refuses to talk about it. Happened twice after I got him out of the tub tonight. Ummmm.... What's that you're looking at over my shoulder son??? Lol
On another note, been having lots of cramps, contractions and have an especially active baby that feels like he's corkscrewing his head into my pelvis. Omg it hurts so bad. I was 2 cm dilated last Tuesday. Back to the doc this Tuesday. TMI but just got a slight rush of thin, clear, wet fluid with a bit of mucus but no bloody show. Took me by surprise. Being induced on the 16th...
I hope this baby stays in long enough for us to get settled. Court tomorrow to handle things with the order of protection, etc. I have no idea what to expect.
Went to church today for the first time in forever. God's definitely present in my life. I know in order for him to work a miracle, I just have to keep putting in the effort and momentum.
Something good has to come out of all of this. Hoping and praying the home my son and I and my unborn child are about to move into has no mold.
Whatever your beliefs, please pray/send positivity my way. I want to peacefully coparent with my husband, be healthy and unaffected by mold and get on my feet/have a smooth transition into being a single mom of two.
I don't wish for my husband to suffer, only to see the children deserve the best and torturing me emotionally and mentally is not a means to any end.
Thank you for reading my rambling thoughts, ladies. I'm ready for God to be in my life, all of the time and to see what he can do through me, knowing he knows my heart and the vibration of my soul.
Morgan·Мама троих детей
@mrsdoyle this is true! I can try to get her contact info, I think.
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