There's nothing that creeps me out more than when my 3 year old sees things I don't with a concerned look on his face, mentions it, and then refuses to talk about it. Happened twice after I got him out of the tub tonight. Ummmm.... What's that you're looking at over my shoulder son??? Lol
On another note, been having lots of cramps, contractions and have an especially active baby that feels like he's corkscrewing his head into my pelvis. Omg it hurts so bad. I was 2 cm dilated last Tuesday. Back to the doc this Tuesday. TMI but just got a slight rush of thin, clear, wet fluid with a bit of mucus but no bloody show. Took me by surprise. Being induced on the 16th...
I hope this baby stays in long enough for us to get settled. Court tomorrow to handle things with the order of protection, etc. I have no idea what to expect.
Went to church today for the first time in forever. God's definitely present in my life. I know in order for him to work a miracle, I just have to keep putting in the effort and momentum.
Something good has to come out of all of this. Hoping and praying the home my son and I and my unborn child are about to move into has no mold.
Whatever your beliefs, please pray/send positivity my way. I want to peacefully coparent with my husband, be healthy and unaffected by mold and get on my feet/have a smooth transition into being a single mom of two.
I don't wish for my husband to suffer, only to see the children deserve the best and torturing me emotionally and mentally is not a means to any end.
Thank you for reading my rambling thoughts, ladies. I'm ready for God to be in my life, all of the time and to see what he can do through me, knowing he knows my heart and the vibration of my soul.
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maybe he just didn't expect to see it, it may have startled him. and you could always find another medium. I don't know how easy they are to find because I've never talked to one. but that could help answer some of your questions.
No he just seemed concerned that I had to ask what he saw.. Like he didn't understand that I wasn't seeing what he was seeing. @mrsdoyle that's comforting to know your inviting God into your life brought peace. I wanted to ask more questions when the medium mentioned the spirit guide but I never got the chance. I think about her a lot.
did he ever say why he was concerned? maybe he was just startled. he seems like your baby will have a guardian angel to look over him, that's beautiful! all of my issues went away when I have myself over to God.
@mrsdoyle I hope he is never scared by something like that. He was very concerned when he saw the little boy in his sisters room some time ago and had the same look of concern the other night. I don't know who will be my soon to be baby's spirit guide, as the medium didn't say, but she seemed to believe it was a positive thing. I have fully accepted there is a LOT that I do not comprehend/see in this World and I'm best off believing God will protect me from the things I can't see that are harmful.
yeah it got pretty bad. I'm so glad it's over with now! but as long as your kid isn't scared than I'm sure everything is great, especially after what the medium said!
@mrsdoyle omg that is terrifying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes, I don't believe mine was a spirit, it was evil. I moved into a house a few years back that was haunted and the thing attached himself to me, it started at dreams of a little boy, and then o started seeing him everywhere. he stalked me for years even after I moved out. since finding god the issues went away bit for years I couldn't be alone. he even tried to suffucate me once
@mrsdoyle thank you!!! He wasn't afraid, just looked surprised. He's seen the spirit of the little boy that used to live in our old place, who died. In the past, I've spoken with a medium who has conveyed to me that this new baby is going to have a special spirit guiding him... No idea who. But, my late sister in law communicated to the medium that I was pregnant when we were speaking and I hadn't said a word about it. I know a lot of people don't believe in those type things, but I definitely do. If my son ever acts afraid, I'll definitely be sure to contact my pastor. Did you see spirits?
sending prayers your way! and as for your kid seeing things, if your concerned have your pastor pray over him! it helped me!
@mrsdoyle this is true! I can try to get her contact info, I think.