I hate how ever since I've gotten pregnant, I constantly have nightmares./:
I started off like that. what I had to do was listen to hypnosis videos on YouTube to calm my mind so I'd sleep peacefully. my dreams were beyond vivid where I'd either wake up crying/screaming and sweating from kicking and punching air. 😕

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
damn.. yeah I've had horrible dreams the past 3 nights and I can't stand it.. I wake up and don't want to go back to sleep. @pandabby805