As you all know i had water infection few weeks before my delivery, my back was killing me, it all started on the 10th…

As you all know i had water infection few weeks before my delivery, my back was killing me, it all started on the 10th of jan when i had excrutiating pain in my lower back, i went hospital they thought lt was back labour which scared me im going in labour but then i found out it was water infection got sent home with antibiotics, then stayed in the hospital to treat my infection dont remember the dates but it was for three days max, my water broke on the 18th, my induction was on the 19th, went in 9ish pm i started to have pains around 3ish in the morning nd i was 3cm, got sent to labour ward, had gas and air bcz i was progressing slow every hour one cm nd i hvnt slept since the start of my induction, i had to get epidural even though i was scared of the side effects :/ nd when i got it omgggg i was in cloud nine ppl were right about epidural, i slept through the contractions, when they checked me in the morning of the 21st i was 10cm around 7ish i pushed till 8 something when they told me the birth canal is not big enough so we will have to do forceps or csection :/ i was soo scared they took me to the theatre nd there welllre soo many doctors they numbed my lower body which scared me more looking at my helpless legs loll, i couldnt feel my legs nd they told me to push loll i was like what?? but i gave my best nd after few pushes when they said last push nd we can see his hair he has lots of hair omggg i was soo happy in tears i was excited to push :D when on the last push i opened my eyes and he was here :D i wish i touched him i was soo overwhelmed and plus his head was big bcz of the forcep loll got freaked out :/ they put him on me for few secs then rushed him in another room my husband held him and was still lying there i kissed him and that took my pain away and that my legs were numb, they then took me to another room where i breastfed him he latched on right away :)

then my mum changed him nd his diaper i wish i could but obviously bcz of numbness i couldnt :( i slept through the numbnes and stayed one night alone, he didnt sleep nd pooped three times :/ i panicked bcz he made his clothes dirty soo many times nd puked too the next day i got to go home i was soo excited thats the day i was waiting for and it finally came :)