my daughter came 2 1/2 weeks early. weighed 6lbs 15oz. my mom told me I over reacted. but if that's true why did my epidural fail, and spinal injection 3x in the O.R. ? I was put to sleep had a emergency c section. throughout 15 hours of labor, they gave me sleep meds. they didn't take affect until after birth. i went to two hospitals because the first one said i was fine. i knew they were wrong. baby was born 6:23pm I didn't see my baby until 1:43 am. problems occurred after . I was put in a catscanner. I did my walk to see if I'm ready to go home. when I made it back to my hospital bed I passed out. never knew why. it's hard knowing that I had a baby and I have no clue what went wrong or why. she is here and healthy but I wish I had the chance to push. I wish I knew what happened. I never got the feeling of her placed on my chest. or hearing her first cry. never got my family photo. what did I do so wrong ? 😢
That's really hard. you are not over reacting. Maybe you can get your hospital records. good luck and congratulations!
thank you, all anyone to this day will tell me is that I was still in the operating room when her dad brought her in my assigned room to see everyone. and that he was crying. why is everyone so afraid to tell me the truth? she's 3 years old now and im missing a big piece of life. after finding out I was pregnant at 2 months along I always thought I would be the mom that didn't make it after childbirth. was I close to that ? I finally have courage to ask and all they say is I overreacted. they don't perform surgery for an overreaction. 😦
thank you ladies