So here is whats been playing in my mind alot lately. This is baby #4 for me. N i gave away all my old baby stuff seeing that at the time my last baby turned 5 n i wasnt planning at the time to have another baby so soon. But in may of 2015 we decided to have a baby. Now she is 6 at the time going on 7. Not thinking i gave away everything! Ok so anyways. My last babyshower my husband planned. This beautiful picnic babyshower. Invited sooooooo many ppl. To many to even remember the head count. Cuz how many showed up?! 10 ppl! 10 ppl showed up. When we asked y ppl said they were coming n then didnt show up. Some answers were rather MEAN. A few said its baby # 3 now at that time i had my last baby 5 years b4!!!! So i had no baby stuff either!!!! Some said "oh well ur wedding is next month" oh yea i was having a wedding too. A big fancy wedding. N ended up pregnant during the whole planning of it. N i wasnt changing my wedding date. Then their were ppl who said they got lost n gave up on finding the park. Mind u the park is a park i had many other parties at! Then my sister who was also pregnant showed up after the party finished (i was helping my mom plan her babyshower) cuz it was her first baby n all. Well she shows up after the party n flashes a wedding band n said we just got married! N went out for lunch first b4 coming here. Gasp! What a way to rain on my day. Right?! Ok so im cleaning up my shower. N thinking n feeling like my poor husband planned this whole big thing n no1 showed up. N ppl had the worse excuses ever. I felt like crap. Sooooooo forward to now!!!!!!

I decided no shower not wasting time n money for a baby shower to deal with ppl who never come to anything. Especially after we did a gender reveal this time around. I invited 24 ppl for my gender reveal. N said on the invite money pool n bets n food! No need for gifts. Reveal at 5pm. Out of the 24 ppl i invited only 8 ppl showed up! 8!!!!!!!!! 1 person said oh sorry i didnt feel the need to travel across the world for just a gender reveal. I stood home! Like WTF. Then my brother n his wife along with my other sister who both women were pregnant. N i was planning once again a baby shower for my sister didnt show up. Nor did my mom! Well my mom had a big 50 bday party going on so i knew she had already said she couldnt come ok fine! Right! That was already planned b4 my reveal. So i dealt with it. So anyways 5pm rolls by n no1 is here yet. I start texting ppl where r u i wanna do the reveal now. N the food is cold. Finally every1 shows up like 5:30ish 6pm. So around 6:30 i did the reveal. Ok so now i really didnt wanna plan a shower for myself. After my sister's shower n my sister in laws shower i decided let me do a baby registry n have gifts forwarded str8 to my house if ppl buy the baby anything. Make it easy for ppl u know dont have to travel to my home or a party place or anything. N surely dont even have to wrap the gifts. I only put 50 items on my list of things i really needed. Not even baby clothes cuz i bought all the clothes. 1 person out of over 120 friends n family. 1 person bought me the little things. U know baby wipes n a sign that says baby on board. That is it. Wipes n a sign. Ok thats sweet. My due date is feb 26 the registry been up since late dec. 50 items. N texted to every single friend n family member that i speak to! Not just random ppl. Made it so easy that can go online or ever walk into the store n the store will ship it to me. :/ baby #2 had a pretty bad babyshower too. :( even baby #1 had a weird shower. Nothing ever goes has plan n even if u make it easy on ppl they dont care.

Would it be wrong i not even let ppl see my baby after she is born? Then again i doubt ppl will even try to come see us. But i am so going to not answer text or calls by any1. Once i go into labor n have my BABY!