So frustrating not having jobs. We've applied every where that has a "Now Hiring" sign and even places that weren't.. Haven't got a single call back. No money to our name and it's frustrating as hell.. Then people look at us and say well that's why you should've thought about this first before you got pregnant... It wasn't planned!! It's something that just happened!! We're trying our very best and we still get hell in return. I pray to God every night to bless us with something great that'll help is pull through this TOGETHER! This stress that people are putting us through is tearing us apart and I hate it so much.. I started going back to school and stopped smoking!! I'm trying very hard to look for a job and so is he.. This baby has changed us so much and has made us realize how grown we are and what we need to do now as a family.. I appreciate all the little help we're getting, especially from my mom!! I'm crying and there's nothing more I can do about it but just wait and be patient but it's so fucking hard!!! what are we not doing right?😢💔

I'm so sorry mommies! I had to vent. it's so hard nowadays to go to somebody and actually talk about all of this without getting told that our little blessing is a mistake!!! It hurts so much!! 💔💔