So... First time on here and I guess I am going to hit you all with a big boom right off the bat...…
So... First time on here and I guess I am going to hit you all with a big boom right off the bat...
My first pregnancy I was 18, second was a few months before my 19th and last was when I was 21. From the fact that my profile states I have no kids you can come to the conclusion for yourself what happened. Eats at me every day when the first one I knew would have been a little girl and she'd be about 5 and a half almost 6 right now.
Friends ask me when I am going to join in on the mommy band wagon and to make them stop asking I tell them that their kids make me happy and I don't want kids right now...
My reality is though doctors have told me I have a 30% chance of actually getting pregnant again and if I do it'll be a high risk pregnancy.
Truth is I fear every day that if I marry my boyfriend like he plans to I won't be able to give him a baby which is the only thing I truly want. (Mine you I have considered adoption but that's different then the feeling of carrying the baby inside you)
I'm hoping losing weight and bring my body into a health less stressed state will help me to one day conceive but I hold doubt even though we currently are trying.
Brynne Bryant·
I don't know if your religious but prayer works. God will bless you when the time is right. you made the right choices never regret them I had an abortion and am currently pregnant do not fret it's probably dye to stress
Nicole Alison·
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If you ever need anybody to talk to feel free to message me :) I had a miscarriage at 19 at 3 months and tried for years and didn't get pregnant until I was 24 (current pregnancy) try not to stress too much
Bri·
Мама сына (4 года), беременна (21 нед.)
I'm 22 but at 14 I got pregnant but soon after was diagnosed with a molar pregnancy. I had one baby and 3 tumors in my uterus leaving me no choice but to get a DNC. I was told 6 months later that I had uterine cancer and the likelihood of being able to successfully carry was close to impossible. at 21 I tried for over 6 months to conceive with no luck at all. I gave up and because I was in active addiction I went to treatment. in treatment I met my current SO and we didn't use protection because I was convinced I couldn't conceive and he's much older than me so I thought we were in the clear. well, I'm currently 15 week and 2 days pregnant with my son. the moment you stop worrying, stop trying and put your faith in the universe miracles can happen. I'm sending baby dust your way.