April 25 2014 I found out I was pregnant t with my first angel!! after 7 years of trying god finally blessed me. I was…

April 25 2014 I found out I was pregnant t with my first angel!! after 7 years of trying god finally blessed me. I was super excited to become a mom. may 10, 2014 I miscarried at only 5 weeks. I was devestated. I tried and tried to get pregnant right away and nothing... A year later March 2015 I found out I was pregnant again, it took me 11 months to get another positive test!! I tried not to get my hopes up because I had already lost 1 baby and I didn't want to get attached too soon, then April 2015, I miscarried at 8 weeks, my heart shattered!! I've been trying for the past 10 months and still no luck. I've used pre-seed for the past 3 months, I've taken Geritol and prenatals, folic acid and still nothing!! I use ovulation tests every single day and still have no luck! tonight I took my last ovulation and my last pregnancy test, I still have more but I think I'm finally done "trying". I think I need to stop everything I'm doing and just have fun and enjoy life and when God decides to bless me then he will when I least expect it. that's what everyone has been telling me and I think it's time that I stop trying!

(middle is pregnancy test, the 2 on the outsides are ovulation)