im supposed to be in a "loving and joyous" environment but it's the complete opposite. I've had severe depression and anxiety for almost 8 years now, I've attempted suicide more times than i can count and i've never wanted to die more than i do now. and im pregnant, jesus christ dude i suckk.
@spicelives wow that's actually really beautiful to me. im so happy that you survived that and are able to keep on keeping on for your little miracle!
I understand. ❤❤❤ I actually found out I was pregnant because I tried to kill myself. Right now it's the only thing keeping me going. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts. 💛
i do believe that things do happen for a reason and everything will work out the way it's supposed to. im glad everything worked out for you(: thank you💕 @jasminemaye
I was the same exact way. everything worked out the week I had my baby it was super crazy and super fast. I hope the same thing goes for you!
thank you ladies❤ @brookie89 @raemeg and @jasminemaye i probably wont even be able to keep my baby.. my family kicked me out bc they don't want to help. my uncles exact words were "if you want to stay, you need to say bye bye baby because im not taking care of it like i had to take care of you." im depending on my abusive boyfriend who is about to lose the job thats barely keeping anything together in a house with no fridge, no stove, no electricity no nothing.. my mother's a crackhead who only gives a hoot about her boyfriend in jail. i got rejected by a few jobs bc my dumbass made the mistake of telling them im pregnant and now im showing so thats fucked. never in my life did i ever think that my life would come to this.. i just hope i will be able to give my baby everything it needs.. im running out of time 😳
I was the same way dear, my baby's dad wanted me to abort my baby, all my friends walked out when I needed them the most and my moms an alcoholic. I never felt so alone, but we are here for you, your baby will be worth it. (:
Thank you. I felt it was a sign that I needed to be here after all. :)