Okay so I have to rant for a sec. So my baby daddy has a girlfriend that he has been with for almost 2 months. I'm near 24 weeks along. At 13 weeks he had out in jail because I pushed him after he told me that whole week and that day and kissed the girl that is now is girl in front of my on purpose. He looked at me and laughed as he did it. Not but 2 weeks after they started dating he cheated on her with me. And then again another 2 weeks later did it again! This month alone he has cheated on her 4 times with me and I've tried telling her but he is such a good liar that she doesn't believe me. She has her life together and is with this guy that has a 4 yr old and baby on the way and isn't even working not take care of his daughter he has. He cheated on me I guess with everyone in our town but I'm just now finding out. This past week I fell in love all over again with him but I know he is never going to change but I can't help but love him. He told my best friend/godmother to my son that he loves me and his girlfriend is just to pass the time. Idk what to do anymore. He is playing me and my emotions and he has already caused me to start Braxton hicks at 21 weeks. He is stressing me beyond my limit! Sorry for the rant but I needed to tell others that might be able to understand better.
Don't take this the wrong way. I can be very blunt but id rather be an honest person than lie to you. Don't be that stupid and low. Especially to be one of those girls he cheated on with you. That girl is dumb for even putting up with him. You and your babies deserve a MAN who goes out and gets what he wants instead of someone who's going back and worth. It's too much stress on your baby, because of that.. Do you really think he's worth it girl? Everyone deserves someone who only see you, no one else.
I guess it's just so comfortable and familiar. Every time I start the process of moving on or just about moved on he pops up. Telling me he loves me and he knows my past that I've never really had a guy love me for who I am. He knows all of my weakness. He is the only guy that has pushed me to the point that I feel the need to physically defend myself. I've picked up everything and left and went to a different state to get away didn't tell him nothing and he couldn't get ahold of me and it made him try to find me and he freaked out. I should know better then most people exactly who he is and what he does yet I still fall for it.