just need to vent, very frustrated, twin life is hard haven't slept, up with one baby right now the other is sleep and i just want a lil nap, over here crying my eyes out it's just so hard i try and put on a brave face around my family and friends cuz i don't want to seem weak. but its killing me..dont get me wrong i have help but my husband sleep cuz he has to work later today 12 hours so i am letting hims sleep..