Tonight has been very emotional for me. Yesterday I got told by my doc to start my maternity leave 10 weeks early. I don't have any money saved up to pay my bills. Idk what to do right now. I have family willing to help me but that's not gonna help me bc I like doing things on my own.
Coming from someone who hates asking people for help, take the help if someone wants to give it. I hate depending on people for money but right now I can't work at all and for the last 5 months my grandpa's made my car payments for me. In all honesty, it's better to take help them then to lose everything because you can't pay for it. Nows the time to get help instead of stressing yourself and your little one out as much as it sucks.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. ...
Please help!
My doctor is trying to induce me before 40 weeks because she's going to be off on my due date and says my placenta is starting to look old. How do I get labor started?? I don't want to be induced for no reason and I'm thinking I won't have a choice. Please help. What do I do to get things going?
I guess sharing my personal info on here means having it used against me in a personal disagreement yes I was raped and no you have no right to use my daughter against me as a personal jab
I know I am but it's still stressing out