
first day trying out my treadmill and I love it! So of course another workout day down. yay! I did 25minutes walking for two mins then running for one min and going back and forth for that entire time limit. That was at a 4.0 incline. Then did another 5minutes and walked at a 10.0 incline. All together I did 30 minutes, 1.226 miles and burned 213 calories. I am dripping sweat but feel freaking fabulous! keep up the amazing work ladies! oh and excuse the mess lol I've been a busy gal going through my crafting stuff.
I swear he makes my day!
My SS came over and first thing he did was hug me and said happy Mother's Day! I swear I cried when I went to lay down in bed, I literally just walked in the door from an hour walk, I took off my shoes and I hear a knock it's him and grandpa Phil lol and I swear this boy is amazing lol.
I was suppose to did my hair all day & still haven't done it
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Bump pic. 14 weeks 2 days ! I'm showing alot earlier with my boy than I did with my girl !excuse the background, I'm at work, im a painter, and one of my workers said boss you're getting pudgy !! 😋😋 so I had to go take a look in the mirror!
oh and PS...my furbaby jumped on and walked with my during my cool down haha