Hi lady's,

It's been awhile since my last post. So to summarize everything that happened: My last period was end of July, and then nothing for 3 month, but I was not pregnant. Then I had my period for 20 days, really heavy. But nothing came up with ultrasounds and tests, just that I had a small cyst. Ok, after that, I missed my period in December again, went to the dr and she gave me the pill to try and jumpstart my period. I refused the pill before because it always messed me up (weight, mood and skin). I took the pill and my period showed up! I was so relieved!

Two days into my period (two weeks ago) I woke up due to cramps and ate a little to take pain medication. The cramps were really bad, my husband went to work and 10 minutes later, I throw up and I felt like something is ripping off my uterus. When I was a Teeny I had bad cramps but this time it was horrendous! I ate a bit to get rid of the taste and throw up again. I ate a mint and it came out again. All while I had constant cramps, I cried, I screamed, called my husband to come back (no cell reception) and I couldn't lie down. I paced around and every time I lied down, the cramps magnified. It felt like I was in labor!! But I couldn't be right, I wasn't pregnant. After an hour of screaming and crying I was so tiered and exhausted and sat on the floor when I had to go to the bathroom.

While pressing, suddenly something small came out from the front with a "blob"! I was so shocked but the instant it came out, I knew everything was over and my cycle was normal again. I fished the thing out with a plastic cup and couldn't look at it first. It was pinkish, kind of round and looked like flesh, a jelly skin colored thing. Meanwhile my panicked husband called but I told him to go back to work, I felt better.

Turned out, I was in labor. I was apparently pregnant in July for a week or two, but miscarried. The egg got stuck somewhere and my body thought I was still pregnant, that's why I didn't have my period. After my body realized that, it tried to flush it out for 20 days. Then the pill, which jumpstarted my period must've irritated my uterus, that it imitated labor and contractions to get it out.

I am still stunted and I know that a lot of times women conceive but after awhile miscarry without realizing they were pregnant. But I still feel like I lost something and it was so horrible that I wonder if I could take a real pregnancy.

So sorry for the long post, I just had to get it out, I haven't told anybody.