& on top of that a friend wanted me to come with her to the hospital to visit our mutual friend to see her baby. I just couldn't do it. I had to make up a dumb lie cuz i don't want ppl to view me as jealous & bitter or to be like " get over it already"...but I guess 😕😞
I was like that when I had my miscarriage a few years ago. My best friend and I would have had our babies the same month and it was very hard to be happy for her but she understood.
Yea some ppl don't grasp as well as others to understand I'm still hurt. I just try not to be a Debbie downer @valereleo