to all you ladies who have tried so hard to become pregnant, or are still in the process of trying, please do not be…
to all you ladies who have tried so hard to become pregnant, or are still in the process of trying, please do not be offended by this post. this pregnancy was unplanned for me and I am just curious if there is any other soon to be mommies the are having a hard time processing this. everything about my life is so crazy right now, that I cannot get excited about this little baby boy coming into my life. I deal with bad depression on a day to day basis, and I'm just curious if there's anyone else who understands where I'm coming from?
missing268user·
I understand how your feeling I'm not going through that with this baby girl, but my very first pregnancy i was actually mad about it very upset wanted nothing to do with it I was young and made a mistake, but with this pregnancy I'm struggling with depression really bad always scared keep your head up girl hopefully it'll get better@aj33
Amber·
Мама двоих (9 лет, 12 лет), ждёт третьего
well, I'm not young and made a mistake. he and his father do nothing but fight and bicker constantly, and our living arrangements are ridiculous at this point. I sit here and think to myself, wow this is what I'm bringing another little life into? I'm constantly stressed out, & I know it's not good for him, but there's nothing I can do about it at this point. it just seems like nothing is going to change for the better once he's here either. I don't know what to think anymore.
Amber·
Мама двоих (9 лет, 12 лет), ждёт третьего
@hermommy, thanks for that tho. it seems like no one understands most the time.
missing268user·
no and hearing your story I totally get it, I would be super worried to, that's scary asked as a mom you want to know your doing what's best. I totally get it!@aj33
Amber·
Мама двоих (9 лет, 12 лет), ждёт третьего
@hermommy, yeah it just feels like I can't do the best for anyone involved. Really hoping that my frame of mind changes soon. I haven't been on any meds or anything for my depression the entire pregnancy because I was worried about how it would affect the baby. now I'm wondering if that was such a great idea..
Amber·
Мама двоих (9 лет, 12 лет), ждёт третьего
it certainly doesn't help that I have no one to talk to about any of this crap.. So thanks again @hermommy
missing268user·
they took me off mine, so you made the right decision. I hope it gets better for you I couldn't imagine going through that your one strong woman@aj33
missing268user·
no problem I'm here if you ever wanna talk