@emma.rose, I totally understand.I'm so anxious myself. They just don't care -_-
I always try to get my doctor to do an ultrasound and get a sneak peek but she won't -_- do they not realize I wanna see my baby?! lol I'm a nervous wreck
@emma.rose, those doctors are so annoying and stingy w. their sonograms lol
I don't find out for 16 more days
trust your intuitions haha mama's are pretty good with their guesses as long as they aren't guessing the gender because that's what they want. I kept saying Phoenix was a girl because we wanted a girl but deep down I knew he was a boy
I had the same dream when I was only about 7-9 weeks and I believe my baby is going to be a boy but everyone still thinks he or she is a girl
I've always had dreams I'd have a bit. Even as a teenager before I ever even got pregnant. Its like my body knew haha

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Some doctors say it's "unhealthy" for too many ultrasounds and fetal Doppler readings, I just think they're too lazy lol