Getting so tired of my SO being selfish and lazy and then behind my back fantasizing about other random SEXY ass women... I'll just be here doing the cleaning, grocery shopping, life-balancing shit, cooking, and make a tiny bit of me time and then everything else goes to my son, I'll just live my life around you and continue to seek my happiness and pull myself away from depression, you are actually doing me a favor by helping me learn about who I am and what Ican be made of... Please preggies give me the strength to overcome all of my insecurities, hormones, and mistakes and let me rise above this motherfucker and show him his own stupidy. We are going on three years in March and I love this man want to spend my life with him and don't really see another way or want it any other way but I swear he is pushing me out, I want to communicate with him but I never know the right thing to say or the right question.. Idk I just need strength... for my babies.
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I honestly think u should not allow him to do that to u it's wrong why would he do that if he loves u he shouldn't be hurting u in any way especially verbally cuz that's very emotional for u !! I think u should step up and tell him something !! u deserve way more than that I hope u get lots of strength and do the right thing for u and ur kids think of them!! only u can decide for ur self no one else can!! keep ur head up and make a decision asap!! no woman should ever get treated less than what ur worth!!!
keep strong mama you'll overcome this. stay strong
I agree with you @aurora0612. its tough, I try to communicate my feelings and he just says im wrong, lies/covers it up, and then walks away leaving me alone... He will never admit that I may be right or reassure me to feel better so I continue to distrust him and just isolate myself. I feel I never say things the right way or my emotions take control and it comes out wrong and Im already about to cry, He says he only wants me but doesnt support me in anyway, he will rub my belly on occasion which I adore but other than that I feel he is doing his own thing, Idk Im trying to tell myself that it isn't me its not my problem its his.. I want him to step up and tell me he doesnt want me or he wants to be on his own but he continues to say that I am the family he has always wanted... Idk im so confused mkst of the time, but I brought up how i didnt want to see this one chick or I will lose it probably embarass us both but Im serious if you want to ignore my obvious feelings ill make them hard to ignore and let eveyone know our problems (I'm very private usually). And as for my son, I just try to always do right for him, smiles cuddles love anytime he needs and Ill tell him when his daddy shouldnt be acting like that or calling me names etc but very rarely most the time I dont say anything and just get through it for now. when I sit here complaining it doesnt feel like I should keep myself in this position but I am comfortable in our home that I have made basically and dont want to leave I dont have many other places that I feel comfortable in especially now with a baby on the way. :/ Im stumped