i try to never let my depression come out and i always front as happy, but why the hell would my husband be texting an old "friend"! im so hurt considering i lost all my confidence with this pregnancy. He takes time out of his day to contact her but to busy to talk to me 😕
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
i seriously just wanna tell him to go, its starting to feel as if i fell in love with the wrong person. he was so excited to find out we were expecting again after trying for almost 2 yrs but now its nothinf and we dont talk much, dont spend time together, nothing. it disappeared :(