I literally have no one and I can't take this abusive relationship anymore
I'm here to talk to if you need someone to talk to and keep in touch with. As for abusive relationship, I would get out asap. I have been in an abusive relationship in the past and didn't realize it until he hit me in my stomach when I was pregnant. Then I knew I had to leave. Needless to say I still ended up getting an abortion, but yes. I would either go back to your parents or someone you know you can trust until you can find a new place to live. If there is no one to go to, then I agree with Kay on the woman's shelter. Better safe than sorry. I wish you the best. 💜
Idk where you are from, but maybe you could look into a woman shelter or something... they have places that can help you especially if you are in an abusive relationship!!! @emilyslove4ever335

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
if you need someone to talk to I'm always here and am also a young first time mom. hope all gets better for you 💙❤💙❤