This is how weird it that I'm pregnant and so far (fingers crossed) doing well. Me and my best friend had been kinda…

This is how weird it that I'm pregnant and so far (fingers crossed) doing well. Me and my best friend had been kinda talking of her being a surrogate for me. I was never supposed to be able to carry my own kid. Me and an ex had tried for over a year before all this and he left me on the streets. Nothing was happening. Than I move on, am on birth control mostly to keep my periods from killing me, and it happens. I still get so worried that something will go wrong, than I feel LO move or give me the hiccups again.