I'm 23 years old on my 22nd week of pregnancy with my first child and its a girl. Pretty excited about that; Im just…

I'm 23 years old on my 22nd week of pregnancy with my first child and its a girl. Pretty excited about that; Im just worried about if she ever askes about her grandparents on my side that she wont ever be able to meet😢because my parents are in heaven. My mother passed away when I was only 8 years old, and my father passed away when I was 18. I cry day to day thinking about them both and wishing they were with me. Pregnancy is hard without them esp now that im having my first. I know they look down on me day to day, I just still cant believe they are gone. Every child should have their parents. Sadly I lost mine at a young age and it sucks. Lucky she will have me and her father to love and care for her. I wake up everyday and smile because shes is the only one I can truly say im happy to be alive other than that live is just rough but I have to live on for her and watch her grow. Cant wait until May so I can meet my little bundle of joy. Shes everything.