my eli is the only baby I got to met he was born at 20 weeks he was to small to make it he was born alive and passed away in his father's arms since I could not hold him having been rushed out the room because I was bleeding to much. I miss him so much I wish that I could be doing mommy things with him. I feel like a bad mom not haven been the one holding him as he passed away.
This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling, so i thank you for letting me share this with you ladies. You have always been nice and supportive. Happy birthday son, your mom loves you.
Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
This is my little boy that passed away in my arms just 20 minutes after being born, he was born prematurely, and the doctors refused to help him, he suffered for 20 minutes, and the doctors just sat there and listened to his heart fade slowly, I begged and begged them to help him and their response was "I'm sorry but you don't meet our requirements" :( the pain just doesn't seem to go away :( I think about him everyday and I just wish I could hold him in my arms one more time :(
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Trigger. Our precious boy Last night, December 8th, 2015, at 9:58pm, our sweet precious baby boy was born sleeping. We spent 5 wonderful hours with him: holding him, talking to him, singing to him, mourning him, praying for him, and weeping over him.
Allie·
Keep your head up girl 💘
Ashley Huber·
Мама дочки (2 года), беременна (38 нед.)
@smccl, You are not a bad mom. You did all you could do. You did a great job. You have a beautiful angel watching over you now
Stephanie Schultz·
Мама дочки-младенца
God will give you the gift of a healthy baby. Ik he will. he gave me my daughter which I didn't even think I could ever want her. you are in my prayers and in time you will be blessed
Megan Haskins·
Мама сына (2 года), беременна (23 нед.)
You did all you could. Just know that he is with Jesus now and you will be reunited with him one day 😊 sending prayers for God to heal your heart 🙏🏼💜
Sonia McCL·
Мама двоих (младенец)
@allieekaay, @mayvismommy110815 the @mamamegs @mickeyandminniemouse
thanks you guys