so tired, I feel like a zombie. I took my pi-cat last night I scored a 112 and only needed a 107 which means I get my mos I want for the army. all together I will be gone 7 months. I'm supposed to sign my contract next week and the closer it gets the more scared I feel. I'm afraid to leave my son and husband behind for 7 months, in mostly afraid my son will forget me and I will come back to my husband doing god knows what. #notrustissues stuck between a rock and a hard place here. feeling confused and he doesn't get it or take me serious about it at all. that's so bothersome.